The city awaits
Like a held breath and butterflies.
A longing of which
The anticipation is half the pleasure.
Familiar territory made strange by absence,
Laden with memory,
Exotic with change.
…
I will come again to your streets
Much-paced,
Long-lingered,
Where I will be free once more
To lay bare the secrets you once exhaled,
Whispered to a younger soul
Much lighter than mine.
…
My feet are no strangers to your streets,
Nor my eyes to your sight.
But who it was that took them there is a mystery
That I alone cannot fathom.
Change, when it is not height,
Can only be measured
By omniscience and eternity.
…
And so it is that I come;
An estranged wife,
A tourist in my own hometown,
A vagabond who dropped something
And came back to search.
There are glimpses of me
But only as I see her:
T-shirt in winter
And him:
Hairwaxed swagger
And them:
Wizened hands sticky,
Still fishing, still selling,
Unchanging.
…
Change, when it is not height,
Can only be measured
In light of the
Unchanging – not because it is simple,
But already taller than height,
Wider than width,
Deeper than depth –
Perfection.
…
And so I leave those streets behind.
There where the unknown meets the unseen,
The is meets what has been,
And what will be, will be…
I Am.
